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Feeling Beautiful in High Heels


what desires do you have for wearing high heels
high heels on fleek

she felt loved

She felt adored,

super fly in her high heels.

He saw her and stated she was so sophisticated.

She was feeling desired,

She felt beautiful.

but why is it the taste of the heels? is it the style of the shoes? What makes me feel beautiful anymore…..

But to know one thing can change how you think about yourself,

Ill take it over feeling insecure any day so please bring that attention my way

of feeling fly and high like my heels…..

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Finding Peace Through Prayer: Seeking a Better Life


This prayer is for the person who knows more than what they think they know:

Father bless him or her with the right job so that she doesn’t have to depend on their children’s father or family to help with any financial burden. Father if it is meant to be let whoever is supposed to be in his or her life be there and remove anyone that is not supposed to be in their life give him or her the patience to deal with everyday life and the strength to deal with whatever confusion or burdens that may come give peace joy hope faith and understanding. Father open his or her eyes to see which way you want them to go lead, guide, and direct them in any situation about their life their children’s lives, and their family lives Father protect him or her while they are driving working at home at school wherever it is that they’re doing daily so that they may know you are with them every step of the way. Dispatch your angels around him or her so that they may feel safe and loved, father whoever it is that doesn’t have their physical family member present please wrap your arms around him or her and let them know that you are with them or that they are never alone. Father, whoever it may be that feels alone, may feel shut out, left back, or even forgotten. Father bring them to the forefront so that they may know that you are with them in everything that happens in their life is for a reason. Father show up and show out in whatever way you can that no matter what is going on in his or her life they may know to call on you to restore everything that has been lost restore all the broken pieces mend those things sin heal their way and let them know that you always see everything you sit high and you look low and nothing is too big or too small for you and Jesus mean I pray for a good job for a good car for a stable bank account for strength in the time of trouble and take care of their home and Jesus name amen

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The Challenge of Self-Care: Why We Struggle


riddle me this:

why is it so hard sometimes to set boundaries and maybe even take the time for yourself? Is it that we get so caught up in reality and during things of “the norm”? What does a typical day look like for you? Have you ever considered just relaxing for once?

These are some of the things I often ponder because I find it hard to understand myself. I sometimes feel like I am one of those people who would just keep going and going and going and then when I do take the time to relax I feel bad, I feel like I don’t deserve to sit down for a few moments and have time to myself because there’s always stuff that needs to be done.

Let’s start with something as simple as a to-do list, But do you even think that’s simple? it’s really not, it requires a lot of thinking a lot of using your mind to organize your thoughts, and then putting it on a piece of paper that in itself is not even easy.

Maybe what I can do is just start with something as simple as sitting down for a few minutes do you think that is easy? Sometimes I think it’s so hard to do something as simple as relaxation but, as we get older, we have to learn how to take that time and just shut out the world to get the peace of mind that we need for ourselves whether it’s going for a walk, going to the library or even just laying down relaxing.

here are a few simple steps that have worked for me even now:

  1. Pray
  2. Write a to-do list
  3. put my phone on Do not disturb
  4. Cook my favorite meal
  5. Go for a walk
  6. just sit down and breath
  7. watch a good tv show

In the comments below tell me some of the things that you feel would be a great addition to this list as well as whats some things that have worked for you in your everyday life thank you for taking the time to read today and I hope that we all can learn something peace out.

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Pray For your Children


I plead the blood of Jesus over my anger, anxiety, and generational curses. Upstart all issues physical mental and emotional that I endured with me. I asked God to give me patience to deal with confusion or frustration when it comes to my children for me not to lose control when they act up for me to have the strength on a daily basis to keep pushing myself to show them all the things that they need to learn that are essential in surviving in this life.

I asked God to help me with understanding wisdom and knowledge and for me to instill wisdom knowledge and business mind and self stability into my children. I asked God to give me strength patience wisdom to help my children in every single way possible to achieve their daily goals. I want to learn how to highlight their strengths and to change their weaknesses I ask that you help me to teach my children to speak up for themselves to stand up for themselves and to learn self control I ask that you help me learn how to discipline my children and the positive way so that they may never depart from you these things I pray in your name amen.

father if it’s something that I forget I ask that you step in and show me the correct way to do things so that my children may know that you are with them every single step of the way. I asked Father right now in the name of Jesus that you teach me to show my children how to pray how to fast how to call on your name how to go to church how to get godly canceled and how to not do things of the world these things I pray in your name heavenly father I thank you in advance I give you glory honor and pray I worship you I magnify your name and I give you my children in Jesus name amen.

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Blessing My Mother: A Soulful Prayer for Well-Being


Father, please bless my mother with her finances and help her stop going from pillar to post and find the home she dreams of and needs. Please place her around people, places, and things to help assist her in every area of her life and help get the things she needs to get God please remove any negative feelings or emotions out of her mind and remove sadness and loneliness from her. Please release the disease that she fights daily that she doesn’t talk about such as mentally, physically, or emotionally.

I Bind and plead the blood of Jesus over there things causing her to be held back, especially in the mind. Release my mother and I put away anything that will cause a setback. I ask that you help her come back be better than before. She will rise up, she will win, she will have her hearts desires. she is healthy, she is free, she is finally free and financially stable. Father, I ask you to help her see who she is in you, and utilize the positive and not the negative. when she thinks about the pasty, let it be the good things or the reason why she is the way she is to make her stronger! in Jesus name amen

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A Prayer for Protection and Guidance


Father keep us all covered in the name of Jesus. Please supply all of our needs whatever it is according to your riches and glory. keep us all safe from hurt, harm, and danger. Please dont let nothing come near us to cause us hurt,pain or sadness. Keep a roof over our head at all times. Please allow us to keep the faith even when it seems to be no way. Please forgive our sins and help to look towards you for help and no man or anything such as objects or idols Please father keep us in our right mind, and not allow us to deter away from anything that you need us to have inside of us that is not like you. Please father keep us sain we need you more than ever. Please allow us to use resources to get the help we need and to get where we need to go such as buses, cabs, cars or whatever transportation. Keep us safe with our going and our coming in Jesus name.

We are your children please help us to see that even when we dont feel it. Father let your presence fill us inside out and help us to make sure that even when we stray away you pull us back to you because we know we are your chosen vessel to be used by you. Thank you for all you continue to do with us and we will forever be grateful to you. I rebuke any spirit of whatever wants to try to destroy our mind, body, and spirit. Keep us strong in you no matter what may come our way.

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hopscotch chronicles


I start out doing just fine. Im happy I got the kids ready for school

Im happy I put the clothes away and cleaned up the toys

I cooked lunch and dinner so the kids would not say they were hungry

I did my homework and I don’t have to worry about that

I got a workout in so I feel refreshed

I started to feel like I didn’t clean enough

I began to feel like I didn’t stay at the gym long enough

now it feels like the kids are acting up even though i did an activity with them and took them outside now they are fighting with each other

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Exploring the Playground of Pleasure


Welcome to my playground

at my playground, you have several ways you can be entertained

we can talk a little so I can see the games you like to play

after we talk for a while and I like the things you have to say

then we set the date and explain the rules of the game.

The date has been set and we explained our wants and needs

the time has come for us to meet. As I prepare myself to set the mood

candles have been lit, food has been cooked, l have my lingerie set to the side

As I prepare to make this a special night the thoughts that consume my mind are what is it that I can do for you? do I slowly release the inner freak? Do I take my time or should I rush? I aim to please you even if you do not do the same to me. Looking forward to seeing how vulnerable you will be with me. I like to see that side of you no one else sees. come inside and have a seat dinner is ready and after that, you are in for a treat.

the rules have already been explained and we know which things to say to start the game. inside this playground, you can come and explore aren’t you excited to see what I have in store. come upstairs and step inside I want to play are ready to see this side

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From Confusion to Clarity: Taking Control of Your Narrative


why is it I accept the bare minimum and find it so hard to speak up for the things I shouldn’t be accepting? Anytime I did speak up all it did was make things worse. I felt like I was being tricked in the beginning.

making me feel u had my back in every area selling me a dream and a fantasy of what things could be if you were mine. I’m beginning to feel as if you were never mine, I am feeling as though it was all a fairy tale in my mind that I took some of the things you showed me and made my own perception of what it would be seemingly I was so wrong. I feel worthless and useless. How am I setting the standard of what I should and shouldn’t accept when I’ve allowed you to control the narrative. Here I am soaking in sadness and pretending that you are the best thing that happen to me. If I walk away all I’m losing is the perception that you gave me to make me believe we would be anything more. Meanwhile what’s big to me shouldn’t be because it hasn’t helped my goals or my dreams it hasn’t brought any type of change. Instead, it has brought confusion and memories of a person who had all of me and gave me the bare minimum