Category: accepted

Mirror Check
accepted · free · Grace · hope · life · strength · truth

Mirror Check

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Today I looked at myself in the mirror

I was not happy

The person I saw was different

She was not confident

She was insecure

She looked at every flaw on her skin

She looked at herself and began to feel hurt

She looked at herself and lied about who she is

Was she really a nice person

Was she really caring and Kind

I looked at myself in the Mirror

I talked to myself and said

Pick up that frown

Look you can breath!

Your alive

Your have children depending on you

Dont let them see you fold

Look at the Mirror

Smile your beautiful

You are free Look at yourself

You are strong

Pick up your head!

Your child of God

I look at myself and told myself the change has been made!

I looked in the mirror… wasnt that the first step to freeing my mind?

I looked in the mirror and now I am no longer wondering who I am

I chose me and my children!

I chose me! I

I chose me!

I declare Victory!

accepted · christian · Drama · free

Im ready!

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I snuck out the out the house today! Not physically, but mentally

I left my house got in the car and drove to the lake

when I got there i was greeted with loved ones

they told me how proud of me they were and that I needed to take care of my children

I often leave myself to escape this reality of life . God is watching over me and my family and I know it because it feels different

NO longer do I have to run to live, no longer do I have to explain my actions to people who do not understand me

I deal with life and became extremely humble, I dont owe you, and you dont owe me….

I snuck out of the house today to clear my mind mentally so that my children dont see me have a mental break doen, but instead see all smiles and see me be the mother that I need to be for them. Drinking does not solve it so thats out of the way

Writing has became my escape I can dream and imagine everything I need to and share my thoughts with the world! I am FREE! I AM NOT AFRAID!

If friendships do not last, its ok. If my relationship do not last its ok

I am building a new me with God and my children. this is better than anything I have felt! the spirit of sadness and making excuses for why it didnt happen are gone!

I am ready for a new level!

accepted · christian · church · family · hope · life

God Loves Us

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  • Lack of God
  • Causes a Confused Mind
  • It causes a person to have a mental breakdown
  • It causes lack of doing simple things
  • You allow negativity to enter everything your doing
  • It invites in the spirit of Anxiety and Depression
  • It invites the spirit of Anger
  • It makes you sometime sin although you know that it is not the right thing to do
  • God is near, He is listening
  • God loves more than anyone
  • We may not see him, but we can feel him
  • We can see the things God hands are in
  • God loves more than any man
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Unaccepted

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Was there a time where you felt like you werent good enough. Everything you did to be accepted didnt mean anything. Your family and friends take you as a joke and the minute you speak your mind its a problem. I mean nobody takes you serious except your children. You just want respect, you just want love, you just want someone to care like you do. One day you come across someone who gives you all you are looking for, what do you do? do you welcome the person or close the door? see I am letting you in on my personal life, things from my past and my present but a part of me is thinking what will the outcome be. Am I giving you something more bad to talk about or just filling you in on the things you been missing. NO really take the time to read because alot of this is coming from frustration, guilt, hurt , and shame some of this is trauma that cant be explained. But I am grown now and want to help someone else, so take a look and go head and talk about it who know how it may help. I am going to continue to give you a piece of me as long as God knows its helping someone get set free.