there was a point and time where i was afraid to be alone, I was afraid to deal with me and so to avoid it, I would surround myself with what I called friends, I would try to drink my problems away or even deal with a no good man to feel satisfied… but it never helped because anytime God would have me sit with myself and my thoughts i dealt with fear, anger, sadness, and bitterness. I often found myself lying to me telling me I was good and that the mask i had on was good enough. it wasnt. the veil had become lifted and those emotions and feelings had come to surface. I couldnt hide it anymore, so I made a fool of myself I thought I could keep pretending and it gotten to the point where everyone saw me for who i was sad,bitter, angry, and an emotional rollercoaster. I couldnt hide behind anyone, I couldnt fake it, so I began to play the victim knowing i was the cause of my own disater and fate.
Category: breakingfree
Embrace Discomfort: Steps to Personal Growth
Have you ever felt uncomfortable in a situation that you put yourself into? I know how that feels and its all too familiar for me, I always did what I wanted to do and then when I was uncomfortable I often tried to figure out how I got into the position I was in. I had to realize it was me all along but see the problem I use to have was
I blamed others, I didn’t accept that it was my fault
It was someone else fault that I ended up where I was at
It wasn’t my fault
I use to be bitter
I use to be a cry baby because one the situation was too bad Instead of fighting my way out, I would play the victim and where did that get me…. no where at all
I decided one day when I looked in the mirror it was all my fault and I have to decide how to become stronger and set boundaries
I had to see that if I say no then I can slowly gain control over the situation in a good way
I have to realize I am able to make sure I am going to be better, stronger, and wiser. I thank God that he has help me become a better version than what I use to be.
its never too late to take back your power
get uncomfortable in a good way
get uncomfortable to become a better you
get uncomfortable to supersize your situation in a good way
You got this and through Gods grace he will always make a way !!!!
You can break FREE from mental abuse, sadness, and depression, and become the best version ever no matter who or what tells you otherwise
you are LOVED
you are POWERFUL
you are AWESOME
you are WANTED
YOU ARE SEEN AND YOU CAN BE WHOEVER YOU WANT TO BE UNAPOLOGETICALLY
Open up that book and read, write a story, create a blog, and start that journey to a healthier you!!!!! But you gotta start somewhere!!!!!
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