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Finding Peace Through Prayer: Seeking a Better Life

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This prayer is for the person who knows more than what they think they know:

Father bless him or her with the right job so that she doesn’t have to depend on their children’s father or family to help with any financial burden. Father if it is meant to be let whoever is supposed to be in his or her life be there and remove anyone that is not supposed to be in their life give him or her the patience to deal with everyday life and the strength to deal with whatever confusion or burdens that may come give peace joy hope faith and understanding. Father open his or her eyes to see which way you want them to go lead, guide, and direct them in any situation about their life their children’s lives, and their family lives Father protect him or her while they are driving working at home at school wherever it is that they’re doing daily so that they may know you are with them every step of the way. Dispatch your angels around him or her so that they may feel safe and loved, father whoever it is that doesn’t have their physical family member present please wrap your arms around him or her and let them know that you are with them or that they are never alone. Father, whoever it may be that feels alone, may feel shut out, left back, or even forgotten. Father bring them to the forefront so that they may know that you are with them in everything that happens in their life is for a reason. Father show up and show out in whatever way you can that no matter what is going on in his or her life they may know to call on you to restore everything that has been lost restore all the broken pieces mend those things sin heal their way and let them know that you always see everything you sit high and you look low and nothing is too big or too small for you and Jesus mean I pray for a good job for a good car for a stable bank account for strength in the time of trouble and take care of their home and Jesus name amen

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A Prayer for Protection and Guidance

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Father keep us all covered in the name of Jesus. Please supply all of our needs whatever it is according to your riches and glory. keep us all safe from hurt, harm, and danger. Please dont let nothing come near us to cause us hurt,pain or sadness. Keep a roof over our head at all times. Please allow us to keep the faith even when it seems to be no way. Please forgive our sins and help to look towards you for help and no man or anything such as objects or idols Please father keep us in our right mind, and not allow us to deter away from anything that you need us to have inside of us that is not like you. Please father keep us sain we need you more than ever. Please allow us to use resources to get the help we need and to get where we need to go such as buses, cabs, cars or whatever transportation. Keep us safe with our going and our coming in Jesus name.

We are your children please help us to see that even when we dont feel it. Father let your presence fill us inside out and help us to make sure that even when we stray away you pull us back to you because we know we are your chosen vessel to be used by you. Thank you for all you continue to do with us and we will forever be grateful to you. I rebuke any spirit of whatever wants to try to destroy our mind, body, and spirit. Keep us strong in you no matter what may come our way.

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Transform Your Mind: Trusting God Amidst Challenges

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Cast down negative thoughts, cast down things not of God, what did God say about you. Don’t get tired of waiting, it doesn’t mean it won’t happen have faith and trust in the Lord. Be anxious for nothing but pray in everything change how you see yourself change your vision, change how you see your bank account, you will see it in your mind first.

Don’t water yourself down to make others feel comfortable don’t change a thing about who you are be who you are unapologetically be bold strong and courageous make sure that you are fully grounded in the word of God so that you don’t allow any outside influences to make any changes negatively impact your life or your future.

Move Forward…
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Move Forward…

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Its ok to have high expectations for someone when you are dating and sometimes we set the bar too high because of past traumas and other situations we come across in our lives when it comes down to it. we need to make sure we are living out exactly what we expect from others too often, we treat situations differently meaning we don’t always allow people to treat us the way we deserve in turn having us set ourselves up for disappointment.

when you allow someone to treat you how you think they should and how you think that allows you to have anyone inside of you and takes you off your focus and your goal. when you allow anyone to have access to you and drop their insecurities and their thoughts and feelings on how it should play out for you, then you lose yourself in their dreams and expectations for you instead of what you set out for yourself.

Dont allow everyone to have access to you, don’t rush to date someone who doesn’t see your worth work hard for yourself to gain what you need to before you allow someone to come in and dictate your life. Stay strong demand respect and allow others to catch up to you. Never drop what you are doing to help someone else follow their dreams never put too much of yourself into anyone else that you lose your identity.

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Can we Be real

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how often have you tried to hide behind a lie, when you decided you want the world to see who you really are does it make you feel ashame? Are you always worried about what people would think if you really decided to show your true colors? It doesnt have to be that way if you look in the mirror and face yourself. It starts with you. No matter what anyone else thinks you have to decide who you are and where you want to be. Often times we turn down the person we are to be the person others want us to be we allow them to dump their insecurities, fears and visions on us of what they think we should be. All that does is cause us to lose ourselves and our identities to please someone who can not accept the real you. You never know you could help change anothers perspective by being honest with them and yourself. Its one thing to look presentable to the world and its another thing to lose yourself to please someone. If you feel like the person/people you associate with can not accept you for who you are, then you need to decide whats best for you and turn away from them. When you take the time to be what someone else want you to be its too much work that goes into that instead of building confidence in yourself and telling yourself and the world to accept you for you. Take the time to love yourself before loving someone else, take the time to get to know your wants and needs so you can set boundaries to know how you should be treated. take the time to grow and have an understanding of what you want to do in life and do not let anyone tell you different if you dont believe in yourself who will.

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Mirror Check

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Today I looked at myself in the mirror

I was not happy

The person I saw was different

She was not confident

She was insecure

She looked at every flaw on her skin

She looked at herself and began to feel hurt

She looked at herself and lied about who she is

Was she really a nice person

Was she really caring and Kind

I looked at myself in the Mirror

I talked to myself and said

Pick up that frown

Look you can breath!

Your alive

Your have children depending on you

Dont let them see you fold

Look at the Mirror

Smile your beautiful

You are free Look at yourself

You are strong

Pick up your head!

Your child of God

I look at myself and told myself the change has been made!

I looked in the mirror… wasnt that the first step to freeing my mind?

I looked in the mirror and now I am no longer wondering who I am

I chose me and my children!

I chose me! I

I chose me!

I declare Victory!

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Recovery

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Recovery

See I am in Recovery, not just from addiction but from life.

See Trauma use to be my friend and I played victim to my circumstances,

I blamed everyone else for my problems except for me.

See I use to feel like the world owed me something for what happened to me

Not only was I molested a few times by people I cared about, I was raped by people who

Pretended to like me. Some ways it was rape like my body was violated in a major way, In the guys mind,

He thought I wanted to play the game. But also raped of my identity, I didn’t see forest before the trees, I didn’t see that I was special and worth so much more than how I was being treated. I was raped of the love that I was given taking advantage in every way possible.

I am in recovery from the addiction of a bad habit to this world of lies, deception, and cruelty. This world will chew you up and spit you out like a piece of gum. But when your young you act dumb.

See, I was raised in a wonderful household despite some of the issues. My grandmother provided, love, pain, and showed me how to be independent. I learned about the world in a different way, I learned that everyone isnt your friend. You don’t need to be noticed to get attention.

See I am in recovery because depression was my best friend to sit and feel like it’s the end. Contemplating on how and when I will take my life, since I feel like its only right. But that’s the sucker way out. There is more in this world than to sacrifice foolishness for pleasure. I am slowly getting it together.

See I am in recovery because alcohol use to make me brave and all the things, I didn’t say sober came out in a slur when I hit the liquor. Alcohol made me feel unstoppable, it made me feel numb to my harsh reality. I had to use alcohol to take away the anxiety and the things in my mind that didn’t make sense. But what it was doing was making me sick. Not only physically but mentally. I am worth something, that drunken one-night stand isn’t worth nothing. The problem I am trying to block out is still returning

See I am in recovery from always feeling like I must be around people when its people who didn’t want to be around me. They only wanted to hear the sadness and insecurity. I let someone treat me how they thought I was supposed to be treated instead of the Queen that I really am. I am strong, I am brave, I am a child of God what more can I say.

See I am in recovery to be the woman I am meant to be, but not just for my children, but for me.
I am not who you think I am. I am more than the negativity, I wish I never gave away the good part of me for free. I wish I never let the wrong person in my life, O wait a minute this is how you earn your stripes! This is how you get to know the truth in the harsh world so I take these life lessons and put them to use so I that I know what to look for the next time something thinks that can pull those kinds of moves.

See I am in recovery to be a Christian woman to share the word of the lord. He has kept me this long so I can minister to the world. If you can take the time to speak of negative things, then you can take the time to speak of God and his Gospel that’s why I am building my temple so I can be ready for any and everything I am brave. I can breathe again; my father has let me be who he sees fit for me to be. Lord I thank you for giving me the key. The choice to see right from wrong. Now I can go on knowing I have you to watch over me. Thank you, grandma, for showing me Jesus. I am in recovering and it will not end here, Life is unfair, and I have done my fair share. I have hurt and lost but now its time to get all I can and be who I need to for them.