Embrace Discomfort: Steps to Personal Growth

February 27, 2025February 27, 2025 loveli7659Leave a comment

Have you ever felt uncomfortable in a situation that you put yourself into? I know how that feels and its all too familiar for me, I always did what I wanted to do and then when I was uncomfortable I often tried to figure out how I got into the position I was in. I had to realize it was me all along but see the problem I use to have was

I blamed others, I didn’t accept that it was my fault

It was someone else fault that I ended up where I was at

It wasn’t my fault

I use to be bitter

I use to be a cry baby because one the situation was too bad Instead of fighting my way out, I would play the victim and where did that get me…. no where at all

I decided one day when I looked in the mirror it was all my fault and I have to decide how to become stronger and set boundaries

I had to see that if I say no then I can slowly gain control over the situation in a good way

I have to realize I am able to make sure I am going to be better, stronger, and wiser. I thank God that he has help me become a better version than what I use to be.

its never too late to take back your power

get uncomfortable in a good way

get uncomfortable to become a better you

get uncomfortable to supersize your situation in a good way

You got this and through Gods grace he will always make a way !!!!

You can break FREE from mental abuse, sadness, and depression, and become the best version ever no matter who or what tells you otherwise

you are LOVED

you are POWERFUL

you are AWESOME

you are WANTED

YOU ARE SEEN AND YOU CAN BE WHOEVER YOU WANT TO BE UNAPOLOGETICALLY

Open up that book and read, write a story, create a blog, and start that journey to a healthier you!!!!! But you gotta start somewhere!!!!!

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Prayers

February 20, 2025 loveli7659Leave a comment

April 2nd 2024

God, I want to thank you for me and my children,a new location, thank you God that the area feels like I can be comfortable . Thank you God I can walk around in the new area and it feels good to allow my children to walk around and play. Thank you God for my finances changes for the better and the new things that you are currently doing in my life. Thank you God for being a provider and way maker, thank you for providing all the necessities needed for my home. I asked that moving forward from here that I walk in my gifts and that my children see blessings from God each day that each of them flourish in every area of their lives and I thank you for protection that you place around each and every one of us on a daily basis. I thank you for protection inside the house and outside the house and I feel like I have to start over to build my relationship with you I have to pray harder for myself and children. I know you will always make a way to help me maintain and keep the place I live in such as keeping up with my rent utilities and bills, god I ask that I learn to be better with money management so that me and my children actually enjoy taking trips. God forgive me for purposely sinning fornicating homosexuality and being angry or bitter god I ask that each and every one of my family members to be delivered for protection financial increase breakthrough and ads that you continue to be with each and every one of them every step of the way in the midst of rebuilding everything that they are trying to build and everything that they lost. I asked God that you helped them supernaturally turn things around and make things the way that they need to be so that nobody is lacking in any area of their life in Jesus name I pray amen.

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Thinking

September 26, 2019 loveli7659Leave a comment

As I sip my tea, I am beginning to think of life and the different things that have came with it. Last night I had a conversation with someone who became a friend in 8 month time spans. She is alot older than me and a wonderful character. We spoke of love, life and things in general. I notice that its not easy to open up to people when it comes to personal life, but sometimes as adults we just want a listening ear.
She gave me an ear and it was short and sweet, enjoying the fall breeze that came in the night and watching people walk by as we speak on different things. I realized that you never know what someone may be going through. We need to learn to appreciate the smaller things in life!
I am learning everyday that life is not promised and God has us all here for a reason, sometimes it takes some longer than others to get around to what our calling is. I just think God for the small things. I told her I am 32 years old and I been through alot and seen alot in my life but it taught me lessons. Isnt that what we are suppose to gain from our experiences? Its not always easy to get through the day, but pray and study Gods word it will help us get by.

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Mom

September 20, 2019September 21, 2019 loveli7659Leave a comment

Today I ask my mother how she was feeling and not just the normal hey how are you? but seriously how are you feeling because with her its get pretty deep sometimes. Often times she explains the pain she is in from the lost of her love for 15 years who sudden past with no explanation, and other times its about who owes her for the things of her past.

My mother always sounds so angry about life and love that it scares me for my future. Its so much anger bottle up inside that when she expresses herself it almost seems like too much to bare. ” I didnt get the money I needed today, I am in pain and the dr didnt want to help me” Mom why dont you just go get help, “no one cares” she says, no one wants to help her. Mom stop getting angry. She has done so much in her time that she has nothing to show for it. The songs she has written, the jobs she work at, the places she has traveled. Its a bundle of confusion in her mind waiting to explode. In the midst of the conversation I am having with her, shes having one with herself. Who are you talking to mom, NO one is there. Well atleast to me, but no my mother responds to voices she hears. AM I scared? no not at all because this bomb is about to go off one day she told me so much I think she should write a book, it wasnt always bad for her. She loved, she lost, she gained, and she just want to live out the rest of her days with peace and on a land where she can have all of her grands. She delivered 10 children and only a few deal with her. Why? because of things she done in her past that caused siblings to go away. Well mom I am here no jenny she says you have a family to take care of… I wish it was different that the words in her mind would be clear that she could release the pain and just let the world really know whats on her mind its not hard to explain.