I truly feel like sometimes I ain’t good enough for certain family members like I was never at the level that they wanted me to be

No matter how much I helped

No matter how much I listen

No matter how much I encourage

And still I’m expected to show respect to someone who views me as an enemy instead of family

It causes damage mentally

Causes frustration

Why be around me if you don’t like me

It’s been feeling like I’m being used

But it’s your opinion that matters most

Yet I get mistreated and only help from you

If it benefits you

I don’t get help from you unless you want something in return

If I complain then I’m wrong

But why can’t I tell you how you wronged me

It’s sad, upsetting, and frustrating