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The Challenge of Self-Care: Why We Struggle


riddle me this:

why is it so hard sometimes to set boundaries and maybe even take the time for yourself? Is it that we get so caught up in reality and during things of “the norm”? What does a typical day look like for you? Have you ever considered just relaxing for once?

These are some of the things I often ponder because I find it hard to understand myself. I sometimes feel like I am one of those people who would just keep going and going and going and then when I do take the time to relax I feel bad, I feel like I don’t deserve to sit down for a few moments and have time to myself because there’s always stuff that needs to be done.

Let’s start with something as simple as a to-do list, But do you even think that’s simple? it’s really not, it requires a lot of thinking a lot of using your mind to organize your thoughts, and then putting it on a piece of paper that in itself is not even easy.

Maybe what I can do is just start with something as simple as sitting down for a few minutes do you think that is easy? Sometimes I think it’s so hard to do something as simple as relaxation but, as we get older, we have to learn how to take that time and just shut out the world to get the peace of mind that we need for ourselves whether it’s going for a walk, going to the library or even just laying down relaxing.

here are a few simple steps that have worked for me even now:

  1. Pray
  2. Write a to-do list
  3. put my phone on Do not disturb
  4. Cook my favorite meal
  5. Go for a walk
  6. just sit down and breath
  7. watch a good tv show

In the comments below tell me some of the things that you feel would be a great addition to this list as well as whats some things that have worked for you in your everyday life thank you for taking the time to read today and I hope that we all can learn something peace out.

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Blessing My Mother: A Soulful Prayer for Well-Being


Father, please bless my mother with her finances and help her stop going from pillar to post and find the home she dreams of and needs. Please place her around people, places, and things to help assist her in every area of her life and help get the things she needs to get God please remove any negative feelings or emotions out of her mind and remove sadness and loneliness from her. Please release the disease that she fights daily that she doesn’t talk about such as mentally, physically, or emotionally.

I Bind and plead the blood of Jesus over there things causing her to be held back, especially in the mind. Release my mother and I put away anything that will cause a setback. I ask that you help her come back be better than before. She will rise up, she will win, she will have her hearts desires. she is healthy, she is free, she is finally free and financially stable. Father, I ask you to help her see who she is in you, and utilize the positive and not the negative. when she thinks about the pasty, let it be the good things or the reason why she is the way she is to make her stronger! in Jesus name amen

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A Prayer for Protection and Guidance


Father keep us all covered in the name of Jesus. Please supply all of our needs whatever it is according to your riches and glory. keep us all safe from hurt, harm, and danger. Please dont let nothing come near us to cause us hurt,pain or sadness. Keep a roof over our head at all times. Please allow us to keep the faith even when it seems to be no way. Please forgive our sins and help to look towards you for help and no man or anything such as objects or idols Please father keep us in our right mind, and not allow us to deter away from anything that you need us to have inside of us that is not like you. Please father keep us sain we need you more than ever. Please allow us to use resources to get the help we need and to get where we need to go such as buses, cabs, cars or whatever transportation. Keep us safe with our going and our coming in Jesus name.

We are your children please help us to see that even when we dont feel it. Father let your presence fill us inside out and help us to make sure that even when we stray away you pull us back to you because we know we are your chosen vessel to be used by you. Thank you for all you continue to do with us and we will forever be grateful to you. I rebuke any spirit of whatever wants to try to destroy our mind, body, and spirit. Keep us strong in you no matter what may come our way.

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hopscotch chronicles


I start out doing just fine. Im happy I got the kids ready for school

Im happy I put the clothes away and cleaned up the toys

I cooked lunch and dinner so the kids would not say they were hungry

I did my homework and I don’t have to worry about that

I got a workout in so I feel refreshed

I started to feel like I didn’t clean enough

I began to feel like I didn’t stay at the gym long enough

now it feels like the kids are acting up even though i did an activity with them and took them outside now they are fighting with each other

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Exploring the Playground of Pleasure


Welcome to my playground

at my playground, you have several ways you can be entertained

we can talk a little so I can see the games you like to play

after we talk for a while and I like the things you have to say

then we set the date and explain the rules of the game.

The date has been set and we explained our wants and needs

the time has come for us to meet. As I prepare myself to set the mood

candles have been lit, food has been cooked, l have my lingerie set to the side

As I prepare to make this a special night the thoughts that consume my mind are what is it that I can do for you? do I slowly release the inner freak? Do I take my time or should I rush? I aim to please you even if you do not do the same to me. Looking forward to seeing how vulnerable you will be with me. I like to see that side of you no one else sees. come inside and have a seat dinner is ready and after that, you are in for a treat.

the rules have already been explained and we know which things to say to start the game. inside this playground, you can come and explore aren’t you excited to see what I have in store. come upstairs and step inside I want to play are ready to see this side

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From Confusion to Clarity: Taking Control of Your Narrative


why is it I accept the bare minimum and find it so hard to speak up for the things I shouldn’t be accepting? Anytime I did speak up all it did was make things worse. I felt like I was being tricked in the beginning.

making me feel u had my back in every area selling me a dream and a fantasy of what things could be if you were mine. I’m beginning to feel as if you were never mine, I am feeling as though it was all a fairy tale in my mind that I took some of the things you showed me and made my own perception of what it would be seemingly I was so wrong. I feel worthless and useless. How am I setting the standard of what I should and shouldn’t accept when I’ve allowed you to control the narrative. Here I am soaking in sadness and pretending that you are the best thing that happen to me. If I walk away all I’m losing is the perception that you gave me to make me believe we would be anything more. Meanwhile what’s big to me shouldn’t be because it hasn’t helped my goals or my dreams it hasn’t brought any type of change. Instead, it has brought confusion and memories of a person who had all of me and gave me the bare minimum

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Understanding the Difference Between Love and Lust


This has to be lust the reason I can’t let you go. This has to be lust the reason I can’t stop thinking about you. This has to be lust the reason I’m still trying and thinking we had something more. I know u moved u. Because love doesn’t feel like this. Love doesn’t hurt this much. This has to be lust because why does it feel so wrong to keep trying. Love is patient, love is kind, love doesn’t make you feel worthless in capable of being yourself. Love accepts you flaws and all. Lust will have you lost and confused, lust plays games and have you doing things you wouldn’t normally do. This can’t be love. Lust is fulfilling the needs of the flesh and love fulfills the needs of the heart.

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Transform Your Mind: Trusting God Amidst Challenges


Cast down negative thoughts, cast down things not of God, what did God say about you. Don’t get tired of waiting, it doesn’t mean it won’t happen have faith and trust in the Lord. Be anxious for nothing but pray in everything change how you see yourself change your vision, change how you see your bank account, you will see it in your mind first.

Don’t water yourself down to make others feel comfortable don’t change a thing about who you are be who you are unapologetically be bold strong and courageous make sure that you are fully grounded in the word of God so that you don’t allow any outside influences to make any changes negatively impact your life or your future.

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ITS SETTLED


I am not letting another person make me think I am worthless, I am fearless, and I am free. God loves me more than anything and nobody can ever change that.; I thank God for loving me and showing me what it means to have real friends and family who aren’t blood-related.

it’s amazing how much God can show you how much he loves you by placing people in your life who truly loves you and doesn’t want nothing from you. I am grateful for my job, my friends, my children, my home and I know for sure I am not going to allow life to let me get into a depressed state ever again!!

I will not wait for someone to play with my feelings or even make me feel like I will never get anywhere, I am not who you say I am. I am who God called me to be. I am done being shy and will not make sure to speak my mind!

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Prayers


April 2nd 2024

God, I want to thank you for me and my children,a new location, thank you God that the area feels like I can be comfortable . Thank you God I can walk around in the new area and it feels good to allow my children to walk around and play. Thank you God for my finances changes for the better and the new things that you are currently doing in my life. Thank you God for being a provider and way maker, thank you for providing all the necessities needed for my home. I asked that moving forward from here that I walk in my gifts and that my children see blessings from God each day that each of them flourish in every area of their lives and I thank you for protection that you place around each and every one of us on a daily basis. I thank you for protection inside the house and outside the house and I feel like I have to start over to build my relationship with you I have to pray harder for myself and children. I know you will always make a way to help me maintain and keep the place I live in such as keeping up with my rent utilities and bills, god I ask that I learn to be better with money management so that me and my children actually enjoy taking trips. God forgive me for purposely sinning fornicating homosexuality and being angry or bitter god I ask that each and every one of my family members to be delivered for protection financial increase breakthrough and ads that you continue to be with each and every one of them every step of the way in the midst of rebuilding everything that they are trying to build and everything that they lost. I asked God that you helped them supernaturally turn things around and make things the way that they need to be so that nobody is lacking in any area of their life in Jesus name I pray amen.