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SOMETHING TO CONSIDER

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Why is it that when you want things done a certain way it doesn’t happen like that why is it that when somebody else wants things done a certain way we can go out of our way sometimes to do with someone else wants but don’t give the same energy to ourselves it’s not easy to even do things for others but we will make sure we get it done.

We don’t give ourselves the same time in the same energy that we do others and sometimes it makes us feel good when we go out of our way for other people but we need to begin to make ourselves feel good and go out of our way for ourselves I think that one of the things that help is helped me over the years begin to do things for myself more often than usual it should just stop and take in what’s going on around me

I’m learning that it seems to be easier to go out of our way for others than it is ourselves and in order for me personally to make time for me I decide that I’m going to turn my phone off play my music and justice enjoy peace and quiet if I don’t want to hear any music

I’m realizing that it’s easier said than done but it’s something that has to be consistent and it’s something that has to happen because if it doesn’t happen then I’m left to wonder why I’m going through so much confusion and why I feel overwhelmed and why I feel like I’m not getting anywhere so when it comes to these things and when I feel this way I have to shut the world out because I cannot continue to do for others and pour into others if I can’t pour into myself the same way I think you should give it a try it definitely makes the difference

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Finding Peace Through Prayer: Seeking a Better Life

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This prayer is for the person who knows more than what they think they know:

Father bless him or her with the right job so that she doesn’t have to depend on their children’s father or family to help with any financial burden. Father if it is meant to be let whoever is supposed to be in his or her life be there and remove anyone that is not supposed to be in their life give him or her the patience to deal with everyday life and the strength to deal with whatever confusion or burdens that may come give peace joy hope faith and understanding. Father open his or her eyes to see which way you want them to go lead, guide, and direct them in any situation about their life their children’s lives, and their family lives Father protect him or her while they are driving working at home at school wherever it is that they’re doing daily so that they may know you are with them every step of the way. Dispatch your angels around him or her so that they may feel safe and loved, father whoever it is that doesn’t have their physical family member present please wrap your arms around him or her and let them know that you are with them or that they are never alone. Father, whoever it may be that feels alone, may feel shut out, left back, or even forgotten. Father bring them to the forefront so that they may know that you are with them in everything that happens in their life is for a reason. Father show up and show out in whatever way you can that no matter what is going on in his or her life they may know to call on you to restore everything that has been lost restore all the broken pieces mend those things sin heal their way and let them know that you always see everything you sit high and you look low and nothing is too big or too small for you and Jesus mean I pray for a good job for a good car for a stable bank account for strength in the time of trouble and take care of their home and Jesus name amen

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Pray For your Children

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I plead the blood of Jesus over my anger, anxiety, and generational curses. Upstart all issues physical mental and emotional that I endured with me. I asked God to give me patience to deal with confusion or frustration when it comes to my children for me not to lose control when they act up for me to have the strength on a daily basis to keep pushing myself to show them all the things that they need to learn that are essential in surviving in this life.

I asked God to help me with understanding wisdom and knowledge and for me to instill wisdom knowledge and business mind and self stability into my children. I asked God to give me strength patience wisdom to help my children in every single way possible to achieve their daily goals. I want to learn how to highlight their strengths and to change their weaknesses I ask that you help me to teach my children to speak up for themselves to stand up for themselves and to learn self control I ask that you help me learn how to discipline my children and the positive way so that they may never depart from you these things I pray in your name amen.

father if it’s something that I forget I ask that you step in and show me the correct way to do things so that my children may know that you are with them every single step of the way. I asked Father right now in the name of Jesus that you teach me to show my children how to pray how to fast how to call on your name how to go to church how to get godly canceled and how to not do things of the world these things I pray in your name heavenly father I thank you in advance I give you glory honor and pray I worship you I magnify your name and I give you my children in Jesus name amen.

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Blessing My Mother: A Soulful Prayer for Well-Being

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Father, please bless my mother with her finances and help her stop going from pillar to post and find the home she dreams of and needs. Please place her around people, places, and things to help assist her in every area of her life and help get the things she needs to get God please remove any negative feelings or emotions out of her mind and remove sadness and loneliness from her. Please release the disease that she fights daily that she doesn’t talk about such as mentally, physically, or emotionally.

I Bind and plead the blood of Jesus over there things causing her to be held back, especially in the mind. Release my mother and I put away anything that will cause a setback. I ask that you help her come back be better than before. She will rise up, she will win, she will have her hearts desires. she is healthy, she is free, she is finally free and financially stable. Father, I ask you to help her see who she is in you, and utilize the positive and not the negative. when she thinks about the pasty, let it be the good things or the reason why she is the way she is to make her stronger! in Jesus name amen

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Finding Strength Through Faith in Christ

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Now that you realize you were a mess, Let me deliver you and you out if you want answers go to Jesus don’t go back to your son and God will deliver you you will get free, and stay out don’t go back to the things that don’t bring God glory arise because there is power and glory inside of you I need your voice and your business and ministry you need to grow in Christ. keep practicing your faith in God. he is maturing you and allowing you to walk in him, grow in Christ, and don’t allow yourself to be denied the things he has for you.

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Prayers

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April 2nd 2024

God, I want to thank you for me and my children,a new location, thank you God that the area feels like I can be comfortable . Thank you God I can walk around in the new area and it feels good to allow my children to walk around and play. Thank you God for my finances changes for the better and the new things that you are currently doing in my life. Thank you God for being a provider and way maker, thank you for providing all the necessities needed for my home. I asked that moving forward from here that I walk in my gifts and that my children see blessings from God each day that each of them flourish in every area of their lives and I thank you for protection that you place around each and every one of us on a daily basis. I thank you for protection inside the house and outside the house and I feel like I have to start over to build my relationship with you I have to pray harder for myself and children. I know you will always make a way to help me maintain and keep the place I live in such as keeping up with my rent utilities and bills, god I ask that I learn to be better with money management so that me and my children actually enjoy taking trips. God forgive me for purposely sinning fornicating homosexuality and being angry or bitter god I ask that each and every one of my family members to be delivered for protection financial increase breakthrough and ads that you continue to be with each and every one of them every step of the way in the midst of rebuilding everything that they are trying to build and everything that they lost. I asked God that you helped them supernaturally turn things around and make things the way that they need to be so that nobody is lacking in any area of their life in Jesus name I pray amen.

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Speak Louder

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Im sorry I couldn’t hear you over my negative thoughts

I couldn’t listen to you over my own negativity that has been running through my mind like a mouse on a wheel

Do you think the things you said cut me deep when the cuts I had are still fresh. the words you speak only confirm what I have been feeling

Deep in my mind I often ran to that little girl who was pleasant but always cried out for help she would act up try to be a clown and try to be down so sometimes she comes out in other ways

you think what you did hurts me when I have been trying to silence the voices in my mind

SPEAK LOUDER let you opinion soar don’t shut down now I need more pile it all on me I can handle it because here’s the thing what you don’t see is me crying about it or pouting

O yes Im shouting now because I want you to ((( SPEAK LOUDER))))) make it known that you want to be free cuz I’m going to tell you that I’ve been there and done that and this isn’t my first trip

you think your words hurt when the actions have always been different and then expect a change from me, no please go be free cuz mentally I have been trapped and waiting to get out

SPEAK LOUDER didn’t you hear me the first time when I said its ok no need to explain I can see the pain when you walk away this time keep the same energy you gave me I am going to be free trust this is not over but it’s ok my thoughts will soon be dimmer and I will see clearer precisely who and what this problem is and then… at the point it will be… who knows… easier to speak

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Desperate Cry

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I feel the dark clouds slowly come over my head, I want to be free! I am tired like physically but mentally. I want God to use me to be an encouragement. I want to feel God fullness, its not easy but that is why we have free will. Lord free me from myself! I dont want to get left behind. Father free me from this captivity of confusion that I am living in. I want to feel the fire inside that I once felt. I want to see clearly, the way I have before! Father God in my heart I want more of you, but my flesh wont let me move, I feel trapped! I feel stuck, Like I am lacking something. I feel like I am slowly fading away from the lord. I dont want to feel the darkness anymore, I dont want to listen to the voices that tell me I am not worth it, that God will not supply my needs. I want to be free! I speak life into myself and my situation, I will own my own home! I will be a successful writer! I will be an outstanding mother and my children will know who you are! I can feel that my household is not in order! rid me of the devastation. I need more discipline I do not want to serve two Gods. I am tired of having children out of wedlock. I am not a victim of my circumstances, I am a solider! I will continue to fight! I will make it easy on myself! I need order, the voices need to be gone! the pain need to go away! Lord have mercy, the bad dreams need to go away! I am free, I am free no longer will I just sit back and watch other people prosper when I know that Lord faith without works are dead I dont want to keep feeling dead inside, Lord I am going to be whole again! I am going to feel your presence, you woke me up another day! please father dont leave me! I am desperate for you! In Jesus name make me over! I am at war with myself, I am in charge of my destiny!

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Strangest Thing

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Strangest thing I thought it was the strangest thing today. That somehow I would care of what this world will think. It is a show almost like a movie where your on the big screen and everyone is watching, eating popcorn and waiting for the action. Strangest thing there is no action today no words to be said and the scene keeps getting delayed. All of the lights are dim and so is the mindset of some of the viewers, because we hide behind the camera and act as if we are rulers. You act like the director of the movie that you are watching instead of taking a seat. How is it so much drama o wait its because of me. Strangest thing how much I am realizing this is all a game. I am a mother now! no way always has been but just took time to get this way. But how will you make it with all these kids they are just in the way. How will you have fun when your changing diapers, and making bottles, How will you get around and you cant drive. How will you work if you are always on the go or knocked up. Strangest thing of how the world can make you feel so low sometimes that you are ready to go, call it quits and end it there but no I cant be that weak I have something here. Even if not who I thought it would be 5 little ones looking back at me. Yes they may see some bad things that I have done, but through this lesson of being a mother its never done! I can scream, I can cry, I can laugh but the show is not over and the pain will not last. God is on my side and my alot of my problems have been erased. The hurt I caused people can not be erased but got has forgiven me and I have forgiven myself. But its not over and I thank God for keeping me hear. Thanks for taking the time open my eyes so that its all so clear!

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Unaccepted

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Was there a time where you felt like you werent good enough. Everything you did to be accepted didnt mean anything. Your family and friends take you as a joke and the minute you speak your mind its a problem. I mean nobody takes you serious except your children. You just want respect, you just want love, you just want someone to care like you do. One day you come across someone who gives you all you are looking for, what do you do? do you welcome the person or close the door? see I am letting you in on my personal life, things from my past and my present but a part of me is thinking what will the outcome be. Am I giving you something more bad to talk about or just filling you in on the things you been missing. NO really take the time to read because alot of this is coming from frustration, guilt, hurt , and shame some of this is trauma that cant be explained. But I am grown now and want to help someone else, so take a look and go head and talk about it who know how it may help. I am going to continue to give you a piece of me as long as God knows its helping someone get set free.